Yup, the stories on my blog, wild as they are, indicate I am super stressed out about what is about to hit us in the face...I have to wake up and smell the coffee...a big duty or responsibility is probably going to fall on me...: we have to survive without cash. I have been so very lazy and so has been hubby maybe...I dont know what will happen with us...I ma stressed out ot the max and feel very fragile, small and brittle, weak. We are at the mercy of kamma or fate! What can we do to survive it? How will we survive it? All this fantasy on the blog is my escape form our gloomy stressful to the max situation about ot hit us. What will become of us and our pets? I am so scared that i rant about a stroke for myself and disappearing so I dont have to face the music. It is just a fantasy escape this blog....and a diary of mellow better days so far. May he be allowed to keep his precious job! Om tare tuttare ture svoha Om tare tuttare ture svoha