No one on welfare only can afford that unless that is all they eat and be always hungry. I did that for a while: eat only nuts while I was starving with green grapes. I really knew starvation not just hunger in this life. For 6 months: I was skin and bones. It was my biggest burn out, in 2005.

My friend Janine invited us, me and hubby , anyway, to her super lavish wedding. I felt like a dead woman at that wedding but it was much fun truly and helped me get back into healthier views. That year before, Marino came to Toronto to try to get me some health care french help. It was good to speak French but they could truly not help me with meds.