It is one fucked up karma everyone. It happens to all of us except maybe riccard. I have asked for glamour as a religious child. Yup, not too too enlightened a wish but I will learn from it I know why I asked for it and why it is okay to have tried it. 

P.S. I think I needed to be adored as a mystic crazy child for once. It was so very hateful towards me this time, God understood why I needed to try the young dalai lama star thing.