Yup, pot and meds I suspect. It is when I started smoking pot regularly. I am not sure how much wilder my mind truly got over the last almost two decades, but I speak it outloud way way more online at least. I have to quit the pot. I have decreased enormously in the last three days.

I hope I travel easily on my montreal visit. Taking the plane! Its been 10 years! I will have to day in montreal. I have mild anxiety thinking of it all and palpitations. I hope I dont make a huge insurmountable deal out of this. Dad should be at the airport at 9pm. 

Here is  a quick image I made for BJG.