I dont know why. Maybe because I have all these things I need to find for my meds administration (needles, seringue etc). I have put on my therapy music: Cedric IM Brooks In the light of the saba, it is dub and reggae. 

Laundry is going. I am super nervous today and I dont know why. Prospect of hubby losing his job and not being able to afford my meds...This causes me much anguish.

The music is good though. Upbeat, trumpets etc. But I want to cry this morning, I am so worried. All will be fine said David in 2016. It was a while ago in truth. And it was going very badly between us, BJG and I. The music is singing There is a land far far away, there is no night, there is only day, look into the book of light (life?), and you will see that there is a land far far away....The King of Kings, and the Lord of Lords...It is reggae and dub. Cedric IM Brooks I think the name is.This album came recommended by TK I believe, a bit of a wild nutty tibetan white man guru in the States. It is very good. I have had it only for 5-6 years that cd I think but I cant remember and I have lost the box.