This painfully reminds me that i have become lost recently. all this viciousness againts some people who have loved me the best they could when i was younger, is so innapropriate and sad. The song on the video was all about the Mother as comforting  of all sorrows, key to the our seasons etc. I have become lost in my hatred of the childhood, however spoiled as i was materially and with interesting experiences, that I have exhibited in the last week on this blog. I am mad with too much ressentment. And it is truly outdated. 

The nuns live so simply. But have very few possibilities to become the best because their education is limited in tibetan buddhism. Old fashion historical sexism. Their lives dont seem so eductional when you listen to the whole video. Many nunneries dont have much time for studies because they are too busy making prayers and pujas requested to them, which is the source of income for nunneries.