I think I still have big format sketchpads of 18 inches by 24 inches.  I will go discuss paper this week with the art supply shop, for the charcoals and pastels. I have my easle I shoudl get out of the shed. Its' been 3 years since I painted, and about 3 or 4 since I did charcoals and pastels. It appears very interesting to me to get back into it, though since I take more meds now, i wonder how it affected my talent in drawing. will it be the return of the art bug in my life?

UPDATE

It is all very exciting: the easle is open and set up in the living room with a big 18 inches by 24 inches sketchbook on it. The living room is rather dark though. But that is were I did my work in 2018-2020. No more fireplace, the chimney has been deemed too old and illegal by 2025. So we just had it closed off. It feels a bit weird to be set up back into artwork. I was so ill in 2020, but mind you, I did most of my artwork in 2018-2019. 

First attempt at colours and charcoals after 4 years...I am rusty, rusty.but it is fun. Done on my easle just set up in the living room, without a fireplace anymore.