The beginning of it is quite pretty but it gets quite chaotic like in every chod eventually. Intense prayers of over two hours! Hubby BJG is in the woods with the mutts. I turned them down to pray at home alone instead. The sun is bright and warm today. I slept so well. I think I still dreamed of my father before dreaming of cancer treatment and end of life for me. We are so very relaxed and happier together than we have been for at least 17 years. It is really nice. Hubby is way more open to me telling him what I remember of our common history together. In the past, yes.