Yup, I want to save money and two friends seem too luke warm about seeing me for me to truly bother with two hours public transport to get to them whenever is convenient only for them. Lets zoom, why not! Way easier for everyone.

The doctor did not precsribe as many meds as he used to for the first 7 years here. It sucks that he does not trust me anymore for not much good reason given it was just a fluke of two years in 20 years of taking the meds in 2020, where I changed my meds prescription here and there slightly to suit my feeling of what I needed according to base line of 40mg. I never took more than 60 mg nor less than 30mg. It lasted a year where some weeks I was not trusting the meds becaue I thought I was getting side effects. I had no shrink and I was lost in BC without support. I am so sick of the stigam of these self injection with this GP. He is convinced it is not normal to slef inject since a shrink chatsized him for having let me self inject for 7 years without any incidents for the first 7 years. I had been self injecting since 2007 before that. So about 9 years before that.  And I heard of other patients in BC and ontario who self inject the same meds. It is stigma and nothing else. And a crazy mental health system in BC which terrifies every professional in BC.