I was so tired today I put my nightgown back on after my second bath. I feel all this disappointment at my life and it is truly ridiculous to feel such thing when I have all I need and more. And I am no longer alone. I just wish hubby was not such a hot temper of anger and cruelty when he is upset. It drags me down each time. And though it may be better now than ever, except when we were young, it still upsets me often his anger outburst.