i am not sure how to stop being afraid of violence in society by cops.

There are no cops in sight these days in my life. I have to get beyond it.

But I am deep down quite fear ful and anxious too about everything.

Going out for coffee with hubby and billy and a walk really helped me today feel better. 

All is okay right now. There is no need to be anxious rationnally speaking. We are so very very blessed together! May this outlast us. O mani pémé hung Om mani pémé hung