I took a very delicious very hot bubble bath and washed my hair. I am still a bit anxious or nervous I think. basically, now I fear the future with hubby or rather, without him. If it is not one fear it is another! Sigh. 

Laundry is going and I am in the den, writing. I should go outside right now. Less internet can only be good and better for me. The ccrows are cawing. I am at rest. how come life is so vey easy these days? i am amazed. All my problems and fears are in my head. I have nothing much to worry that much about anymore. Life IS so very very excellent. Hubby's mood is super nice and cheerful and he is wise. All will go well there is no need to worry anymore. We are forever safe together now in Bristish Columbia.