It is frightening to see an end of life like Sinead's. She was totally alone and grieving in her last year and a half. No one seemed to have been there for her, close to her. Completely abandonned and grieving her lost son to suicide. It is an awful state of mind to be in just before dying. To me, it is too tough and I dont understand it, especially not after a troubled life like hers. Hadn't she earn peace and joy on hee deathbed after so much suffering? Of course, I look at my friend the metis Rosie. She suffered way more than sinead and I and most people , than everyone i know in fact. Where is the sense in that? Suffering all your life until the end? May everyone find peace in their last years and joy. we are not meant to live only to suffer. om mani peme hung