Ouf, night of partying last night after I woke up at around 11 or midnight. 

When I went to bed, everyone was getting up. Billy used my bed to himself all night and got up when I came in to sleep at dawn.

I slept really well, realizing once more how truly young and foolish I will always be for a long long time.

There is a plane in the Sky. I look forward to being raised by the ferland energy again in future tibetan reborth or muslim rebirths. There is something simply so damn hardworking in that lineage family. Many zealous models of catholic faith. 

And Dad is so brave with work. Fixing EVERY single thing over and over again for him and mom.It is a great gift to realize though my parents were imperfect in their love of me, they raised me just like God had planned and knew to make of me Lilou. And basically, I forgive because NO ONE chooses who raises them all their life. Humility , people, is seeing you can be the daughter of anyone. And the gift: you can, because you are holy!