It is exactly the kind of music I need tonight after all my anxiety about Billy's health. Sigh. How I adore him! A love like this is so eternal and pure for truth. I know it sounds far fetched to speak so grandly about my love for a simple dog, but it is how we feel. He is YOUTH. We never had any children and all our other dogs were at least 1 year and half when we got them. Billy was 8 months, a very very cute age. I dont mean to sound heartless or nutty, but I understand since day one why a love as pure as mine for billy is often disrupted early by the young one dying younger than he should have. It is almost a classic about pure love like that. I will lsiten to calming music. i have faith. And when God almost had Billy die on us at 1 year old, i pleaded and pleaded and eventually told God that i would follow what He or She chose best for Billy. And hold no grudge. He gave us another 2 years, and I hope we will have another 4-5 minimum. Yungchen Lhamo gives me courage. All will be well. Billy's young life with us has been idyllic for us all. Lets hope we will see him mature to a nice ripe old age. om! Thank you god and Buddha Gautauma.
The Poetry Dervish