It's been 9 years since we last saw each other in person. I have to start looking at what I will bring and whether it all fits in my one daypack on the plane. i hate waiting for luggage especially when i go for basically three days plus two days transportation. But I should start testing my pack with what I need to bring. I may bring one vile of fluancol since mom and dad received the seryngues and needles. It is in case I flip out. I think it is paranoid to bring an extra vile but shoudln't I? Its all I need, one injection, to be brought out of psychotic mood when i am weaker. Usually it is always one every two weeks. I just overthink and worry too too much. It is true that i was panicking a bit about hypoplasia treatment for billy. first, lets get him teeth cleaned  and seen by a vet.