Lhamo is singing deeply. in tibetan. So etheral and beautiful. It moves me each time I closely listen to her. She brings such lamenting woes it sounds like though she does not complain I am sure. beauty is sadness very often too in the world. it tenderizes our hearts for each other and the world as created by an energy of the universe of God. 

I dont know why hubby is so fucked up about respect towards him. In the last three weeks, i have been on his beckon call for his health. he takes anodine innattentiveness for deep signs of deep disrespect towards him, and feel unreasonably offended. It is so weird. he never listens to me for a conversation when I visit him in his bedroom at his computers. He says it is because my conversation is boring. ah ah ah...How cruel and insulting he is!