Take courage and especially patience, as you are simply gathering merit always and at the best, you also gather meditational skills to learn to poop perfectly. The why of shitting so much? So your ass has absolutely no shit on its death bed , brian. Some people truly end in pooh diaper uncleaned. They have never had the amazing chance and opportunity of cleaning their own asses like we have in this lifetime, husband. So they inevitably die in pooh. Thank the God that decided you were mature in your boddhi enough to realize how much very much pooh one must wipe on their own bum. Mothers who have done a lot of wiping bums are often spared what hubby and I went through with shitting, him for his hemmorids, me , for my broken back.