I dedicate the merit of this music listening to the bettering of the health of BJG, hubby dearest, quickly. May he find relief for some of it at least...it seems to be a complete physical health collapse. teeth, bum, eyes, mouth, job... He may have been very naughty in 2012-2015 but it is a long time ago and he has suffered much in the meantime yet nothing gets better, just worst for him. His physical health and now mental health is in shambles. I have tried so hard to find him help: our GP is useless in securing expertise appointments now. All i coudl find were totally super duper rank counsellors that were, in the end, expensive and totally useless and without good credentials. There is a mood disorder clinic in vancouver where hubby might benefit to go. He may want to try meds for  a while until his physical health is also better. But antidepressant can make one suicidal i heard and read so I am a bit worried since it would be prescribed by a simple GP. Something has to be done. I am seeing my GP in two weeks: hubby should see him to to talk therapy and meds. he has never ever done so in 9 years and god knows he has been feeling ill for a while.