The day is superb and I would like to go to the park today. But without the man who is so despicable in his colère. In the meantime, I could go get a coffee at the coffee shop. But without the dog it is not as fun. My dad called me today and we chatted for a while. I am so tensed today because of hubby's nasty mood and stress from regular work. He cannot cope at all with his work stress, and I dont know why. Too much pot for too long I think. He truly is deep down super duper ungrateful for what I do (good elaborate meals and care for him). He basically has no respect for me nor gratefulness. It is very stressful when he flies into rages for absolutely no reasonable reason. And he blames me and others for his mood all the time. He cannot cope with work anymore and has not been able to for a good 3-4 years. May Buddha protect his job so he does not lose it. Om mani peme hung Om muni muni mahamuni soha