I hope I sleep okay tonight despite the stress today. I am so glad there is no pot in the last almost week. We really really have to stay off it.  Tenzin Choegyal is singing. Everyone is back from their late night walk with a flashlight in Mundy. Hubby bought me two packs of smokes for tonight and tomorrow. I feel like going to bed right now. It is 7:10pm. I am so sick of days of tantrums. They are such a drag. There is never any reason to yell at each other yet he does it all the time every time he works at all. No respect nor gratefulness. The fact that he never apologizes is quite telling of his view.