The onion soup is being defrosted. I am hungry I think for some nice food I feel like eating (like onion soup). I will have to freeze all that baked spaghetti left we have not eaten. Neither of us is too too keen on it. 

The music is playing and it is nice. I am starving. I smoke too many cigarettes for it to be healthy. I am worried a bit about a stroke. I will simply go buy booze tonight to chill after this horrible afternoon of stress. 

I dont think I spoke to my mother nor dad today. I woke up at 9H30am. Late-ish. I so need to get wasted right now. But the music and decaf with tea (Hong Kong coffee it is called) is good and mellowing me out. 

Thank you Buddha and God for helping me relax by now. May everyone be mellow for the rest of the day. hallelujah and amen. Om muni muni mahamuni soha.