I woke up around 8H30am. Billy came to see me before they left. I fell asleep really quick last night. I so miss getting stone. Every day is tougher without it. Yesterday I even exploded in anger! Very unlike me. 

sigh. It shall pass.

The rainy grey is intense today: no sunlight whatsoever. I was pretty sad for a while last night but went to bed a bit more happy. It is simply the lack of pot. This herb makes one feel so delightfully happy.