This divine woman's voice is a mood uplifter that is for sure. Hubby came down and cheered me up about my parents. He is a lovey companion no matter my complaints. He reminded me that after a couple or three  weeks after my first psychosis at 19, my parenst kicked me out of their place. I thankfully went to live with BJG without paying rent as I was not working but in convalescence. I had left home at 17.

I have always felt left out and that my mother hated me being around her under the same roof. I was an ideal teenager: sportive, only good at everything like school  and heavy schedule of sports. No drugs. First boyfriend at 17 once I had moved out of my parents. Yet, I always felt like she hated me.

Lhamo, wonderfuly motherly in her feminine energy of buddha or boddhissatva, enhances my good feelings right now. I thank the Lord and David for the blessings of peace at last with my family. Faraway is easier on everyone. Om muni muni mahamuni soha Om mani peme hung Om tare tuttare ture svoha Om tare tuttare ture svoha