I am sad thinking of my family today, this week end anyway. Sigh. We love each other but without helping out too much each other and from faraway is better according to everyone it seems to be. What a strange family. My sister who asked I refund her 600$ to help me one month while I was just out of th e street and hospital in my first room and board again. She makes over 300K with her hubby a year. I was living of 1000$ a month, rent included and everything. Then the parents checking on my mileage meter of the car when i was 19 to make sure I had not taken the car (I never ever did unless it was an emergency). They have always treated me strangely and i rbeelled finally in 2006 after much traumas in hospital that saw me accuse both my parenst of pedophilia. I will never know if it is true but I endured 3 years of flashbacks. it may have been just the traumas at hospital in 2006 which were extensive.