I dont feel able to go back to celebrate ever Noel with parents. I dont know why. Though nostalgia hits me hard and we had many wonderful Noel in that house after the death of my Grandparents too. It is a beautiful house my parents built in the 70s. Lots of light everywhere. I gave them, by a local BC artist, their only stained glass piece. It is very tasteful truly at my parents house.  Amen. Om tare tuttare ture svoha