Yup, my heart is buzzing from anxiey (worries about hubby's health and work and our future) and happiness and love with him and the pets and everyone in my life. The rain is steady and heavy still. It may be all the way to tomorrow night. I hope not but whatever, hubby is willing to drive in it to see my GP. 

I hope all will go well but it has been so intense for the last three years that I fear it will be the end of it and hard times will be even harder! This is my negative mind seeing it that way I suspect. May Buddha continue guiding all of us, pets included and may God protect us from the worst: illness and poverty and war. Hallelujah!