Turly, that is wrong.

I thought I was sick of his humiliation from fools.

So just pride made me tell him to fuck off: my ego spoke.

The wolrd we live in is truly ONLY God's world ultimately all along.

How many fools pester us is our bad or good karma. I turly had very few fools pestering me all along...yes I could not accept God's humilaition of me all along in my head in BC. This is where I failed Him totally on the whole thing of humility and love for Him and Her and his world so mystical.

He had alreday shown me superb vision and it is AFTER that that I told him to fuck off later when it got hard again. So, no excuses, crazy wolf will suffer like HELL on earth scorched earth policy all her life. It is simply my punishment for that fateful day when I told god his humiliation were pathetic. and I did not want them though his visions had been bliss and purity incarnated earlier. be careful sisters when you are mystic, to NEVER make that mistake like I did. hallelujah!