Billy is there and it would be nice to fall asleep with him back to back with me. CBC night stream is on and it is ambient music. I bought a huge 30$ bouquet at the gorcery: gerberums are red and the tones are red and burgundy with a pine cone decoration and a white flower and some greens. Lillies too which I doubt will open ever (poor quality). 

There is truly no reason to stay up right now...just because I want to be conscious.