It is my way to relax my mind and enjoy imagination and spirituality. the inspiration is buddhist, simply. So I explore reincarnations on this blog. My own, as inpsiration guides me to tell it. They may very well just simply be stories to inspire wisdom, only. To inspire me reflections. I am very happy with ym buddhist beliefs. And they hurt no one. They guide me in gratefulness and mustering courage for this life. The message of compassion, peace,love and wisdom of buddhism really appeals to me. Nice ethics. That was the first thing that attracted me to them. 

I am very strange at times. I insult randomly those I love the most. It is very strange and I dont know what to make of it. PTSD, probably. I turly hope this bad trait disappears forever soon. It is way better than it was but I still do it. 

I feel like a good damn fool to tell you the truth tonight. This insulting is so very immature and fucked up. To the man who saved us both in BC: my inlaw! May God inspire equanimity and forgiveness to him.  May he not have been hurt nor shocked. And may I speak gladly with him again like we always did before 2022.