The christmas carols sang by choirs in england is playing.  billy is cuddled next to me. I feel bad because I got upset for no reason (the fish station was not attended) at the save on when two employees were trying to help me and page the employee at the fish station...I left in  a huff because it was taking too long and there is never anyone at that fish station. It was stupid of me to lose my nerves for such nothing especially that I was being looked after and helped if not served the fish. i apologize my God and may you send good vibes to these two employess I got upset with though they were helping me. Om muni muni mahamuni soha Om muni muni mahamuni soha

I am so ashamed of having made a fuss for nothing and been so impatient and downright rude with the two nice guys at save on. I am not used to interacting with the public anymore. It is as if I have lost my manners. May I be more mindful and patient next time. And never ever give again a hard time to minimum wage employees kind enough to try to help me. May I be forgiven though I may have to do a whole mala for that to work and change the negative energy of that interaction to something beneficial and positive. Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung