I am drinking khalua mint and mocha tonight. An oz or two. A sipper. Billy is by my side and the music is playing. The living room is dark but the tree and lamp light it up a bit. We are going to meet the eye surgeons on Monday for hubby's cataracts. I dont know if we should bring the dogs. 

Nothing new tonight but two of hubby's gifts will get here late. Darn! The French Noel songs are being sung. I feel very tense, very priviledged and angry or impatient. What an aweful trait for someone who has it super easy and everything she needs. I have to be very mindful. I am filled with negativity today, tonight anyway. I dont know why but  maybe the sativa pot. It is red buds. I dont know what that means, just a strain. 

We saw a delightful show of ballet, half of the show, today. It was a lot of fun. We will always get the mezzanine seats: they are the best truly, and not crowded at all! It was our first show since 2020 covid.