Efficient morning. I had two coffees too and woke up around 7:15am.

I am very scared of aging alone without my man.

I dont know how that could ever be possible.

So I obsess about what could kill me, other people, though they are no murderers around me.

May Buddha guide me and everyone under this roof to live long and healthily until the end. Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung