I was already deep in the forest, on a trail, when I thought I had left a candle on and turned around...there was no candle at home. But i thus missed out on catching up with the man and dogs. The back door is open and I am listening to the hood. It is quite noisy tonight. It is truly a modest hood. But safe and friendly. A bit multicultural though mostly caucasian and asians. I should get back into the woods and try again to catch up with the boys. It may not be too too late. They have been gone for a mere 45 minutes. And they stay 1.5 hour minimum usually. Oh well, I dont feel like not finding them because it is too tight. Traffic on austin avenue is being heard: roaring and flowing cars.

It is strange a bit and odd to recall having had so many visions in here, inside the house but also in the hood and in the forest. Since I now religiously take my meds again, none of this anymore. It is way easier to be a good wife when I take my meds. A functional person too truly. I dont really miss the visions: I had a lot of them and got a thrill out of them but they are unsustainable for functionality. 

Nowadays I simply meditate and everything is compassionate and mellow and quiet and musical and loving. It is way way way easier on everyone in the house when I am healthier and hubby is rested. Amen! Om muni muni mahamuni soha