I feel very alone but at ease overall. The drums are beating and the wind instruments are being played on the album of Lhamo. I sent another message to the head nun though she refuses to write back since 2022. I also lost yet another good person in that year.

I cannot call my family since mom and dad are in Spain and I dont feel like speaking with my sister since we just spoke this week end for a long time too, which was plenty fun.

Hubby wont be back for yet another 3 hours. He has a lot of grading to do tomorrow and this week in general. 

We have no plan for  Valentine's day but there is a nice and cheap (20$) rehearsal concert of classical indian music with singing and instruments on the 24th very nearby, close by in the burb.

I miss having more people in our life. Like tonight, I would not mind having a phone call ring from someone who wants to talk with me from my life. but i am in full solitude with dogs and etheral music in the kitchen. Maybe a full moon or new moon soon?

I should go for a walk with Billy tonight. It is already dark. I did not see dusk fall whastoever tonight. Weird.