The cat just turned up and came in. Billy is in the living room. Saint Saens and violon concertos by the Montreal Symphonic Orchestra is playing (OSM). 

I bogut more cider despite having already bought a fruit wine today which I drunk. I am quite the lush this season. 

The music is playing so nice. I was reminiscing about my visions recentely on my diary. It was very serene and very wild all at once and totally dysfunctional. Paired with some catatonia here and there. I was very scared at the time , especially at night and of hubby for some reason. He was very volatile and upset at my bad mental health.