ouf, what a day! What a stupid foolishness on my part!  I added a shot of cointreau to calm me down in my coffee. I am on the verge of fainting I am so stressed out...

The mantras are steadily being chanted and that is good and welcoming of a new calmer state of mind and heart. Nothing new right now. Billy is on the deck, lying down, waiting for a fourth walk no doubt. I cant wait until this day is done. It has been very beautiful but very stressful. Nothing new to advise tonight. Just to try to chill, anouk, says the voice of reason and commonsense. Hubby has been reading on 18th century scottish commonsense philosophy in history of his topic. He loves to read obscure philosphy books.