wow, that was scary just now! He may be dying sooner rather than later, like we all fear and I especially do! May this be forbidden and may he outlive me. By some miracle of life.

I am so relaxed after the panic all day about the credit card. It was so painful and stressful. Thankfully I had mantras to recite and listen to, to appease my panic and anxieties. It worked overall for sure.

Now it is almost time to go to bed. Tomorrow is a big day: eye surgery for hubby. We are going by cab. And he has a departmental meeting at 2pm. It is rather tight.

But feasible.

The hood sounds rather noisy tonight. much traffic on austin avenue it sounds like. Fast cars especially and noisy ones, speeding. Sigh. yahoos, no less.