Toronto was harder by far for me than Montreal, and longer in many ways, but my life has been adored and very blessed all along, even in poverty. I have always had an interesting mind I though exceopt when I was super negative and hateful in my mind as a gut reaction to new or scary things.

Maybe I am making up all this because I have always been known as brave for as long as I have existed as little Lilou. And if you are brave, you surely are not that hateful truly deep down.So I may be talking through my nose right now.

Sheila Chandra is singing her tongue twisted songs. Very good and upbeat and rythmic to the max.