The pujas scared me too much tonight, they did sound out of placce for the evening.

So I put on soft chinese buddhist music, a double cd for 6$ of unknown appelation.

Later, at 10H30pm

I feel the strong pull of meditational call tonight.I meditate with the music right now. It is very intensive. I dont know if I should take a sleeping pill, i am afraid of totally waking up tonight from the musical vibe. 

It such emotionally grand this chanting and music. A bit tacky because of it I would say. But overwhelming with poignancy.

And maybe it is simply devotion that makes it so intense this cd chanting. Om mani peme hung