BJG went to read Kant to prepare himself for his lecture he will give next week and walk the dogs in Mundy. I am sitting at the kitchen table, without any music all morning, and talking to God in the same luminosity of light as a picture taken of me when I was about 6 with my latino doll Salito. I felt my heart that day in the light, today. It was a very unhappy child heart. But the truth is, I was way too proud according to God to be anything but unhappy with so much pride in God's kingdom. Today, i revisited that 6 years old heart with her doll latino Salito. And saw that God was there that day for real. In truth, it was an awesome childhood everyone. Just an unhappy one in my mind heart because I could not understand anyone. But it was super duper rinteresting anyway.