I stupidly smoked pot tonight after 24 hours without it. Now I feel loopy of course. The fan is on because Whiskey was sneezing, maybe because of a cigarette in the air. I feel so loopy when I smoke dope, it is really dramatic after smoking one joint after 24 hours without weed. It is truly irresponsible of me to not take better care of my mental health and decrease or stop weed. Last time I did quit was in January 2023, for three weeks, but I started having chronic PTSD nightmares, night terrors actually, after the 3 weeks weedless. In 2021, I quit for 4 months twice and was as nutty as ever in my emails....It was depressing.
Listening to pujas
