This beautiful scenery is found in New Zealand where hubby's older sister lives. I feel my father in law's spirit energy very calmly present tonight. I have put on prayers and prostrated to the picture of Jennifer to be forgiven if I ever was crazy enough to say anything bad about her. I am very crazy online and it is my woe. I must quit pot. Maybe we can ask Jennifer and  ross to help us be our strength, once again and inspiration, to quit pot for good both of us this time? We must be more responsible with our money. And my mental health and hubby's. I salute the energy of my father in law as it feels, because I smoked pot, very calmly present tonight. Om mani peme hung