Very bad tacky pop is playing. Hubby is doing his ablutions: very long winded today. Sigh.

I am quite drunk so early today, and drank a cider and a half.

if not two. It is a delicious taste of vintage 100 years old cider recipe. Oh, it is my favourite pop singer: Magic! the band. i talk to my father in law in my head, in silence: we commune. I love him much. Like everyone he ever knew. He was fabulous.