My life has been all along, except two years here and there, super privileged materially compared to many many Canadians. I bloody went to Mc Gill to do a kickass 7 years BA, work at the same time sometimes, travel snowshoeing alone etc etc. held a couple of good high ranking somewhat jobs (jobs that had an impact on people). I went to Vanutau, California, India, Cuba, Morocco, Sapin, France, costa rica when I was 15 with my high school for 300$ all included with airplane ticket. Yet all along, I carried a boredom so deep with any 9-5 jobs as soon as it looked like it would be the rest of my life like that. I HAD to get wild. It was first allowed at 19. Then 21-23. Than after that, not allowed, just plain nastyness to my person. Then it suddenly got way more hardcore than ever before. Though 2005 was pretty hardcore physically and mentally when I knew famine for a few months.