Very few people will have ever seen the originals. Pretty much just my sister and parents and in laws in nZ. many paintings, including this one, probably are lost now, somewhere in many moves in New Zealand. I sent my best work , most personal there. This one smaller reproduction of a much bigger paintings (original format size info forgotten) is very dear to me. It me wth my biological mother, me with all my biological mothers who don't die in a diaper full of poog and crazy.