God seems to suggest that I am right to think a life well lived is always pleasant in the end.

My life after excessive millionaire, is excessive poor.

And until the end of my life.

It is a new exploration of faith and resolve.

I will manage HUGE amounts of money. And live totally poorly.

Well, not that poorly we all know I don't require that much to feel rich.

Point is, I will be DIRT poor all my following male life after the psychiatrist. I hope I am back in Buddhism for that poor life. It is very fun religion. Or spirituality. We will see. We cannot know everything because that is truly in a very faraway time in my consciousness.