To anouk, this mundane vibe of ease and simple lucid clarity thinking is enough. She wants to say she does not care for the extreme holy vibration in herself like the carmelites nuns after 40 years of cloister and more. She finds that a bit scary to be honest though it is simply amazingly beautiful to see the fruits for these Carmelites of their practice on their mind and spirit and heart and bodies. It is scary because I know that they must have had an extremely tough life to get to emanate such holiness without looking crazy, just totally saint.