I was rereading a cover letter I sent a french kebec editor for my book L'Oie qui siffle en verra and they never took no manuscript from me nor even responded to my nice submission. It is the way it works unless they publish you. But for some reason, reading my cover letter, I saw so much goodwill in my words and was a bit disappointed that did not attract them to my manuscript.

I am pretty sure it is not vanity. It is sadness. But yea, maybe it is vanity too, just sad that once again, no one sees I am a talented nice person. Just tonight it is such a feeling. Because I just checked on my submissions to kebec of 2024.

No editor likes what I write since 2014. I got published last in 2014 I think in mags online. Since then: totally nothing, all rejections, Even my cuba photos which everyone in cuba adored.

UPDATE

I may delete this entry. It is almost petty. And yea, it is simply vanity.