I am so freaking out and the pot does not help my anxiety, I am sure.

Lhamo speaks and whispers to us all on her music cd.

I am enjoying my day thoroughly , but I am so scared of November. It should not be on my mind daily though. Not as anxious fears. It is okay to contemplate it and prepare mentally for having a nasty time coming again in our lives if we are fearful at all. If we have faith, and ethics, and love and kindness deep in us, we will find meaning in whatever God throws at Canada.